I’m pissed off right now though I’m not sure if this are my hormones or you not texting or being to lazy or sleepy most of the time to text me. Mahirap ba talagang matagalan akong katext? Do I really need to beg? Konting initiative lang naman eh. I find it hard to delete your texts, I always think about you before myself. I’m not asking for anything but just for you to be into me. I’m your girl! What are you expecting me to feel?!
I’m supposed to be concentrating on med chem right now but I have to get this shit out of me. If you could just see my face, you will tell that I am really not okay with this. But I can’t tell you. Yeah, ‘cause you’re tired. There are times when I want to say to your face that you really get to my nerves. Distance is annoying but what sucks more is you, making it look that you’re not interested in me. You say you miss me. Really?
This is non-sense. I’m gonna be mad now and I hate myself for not being actually mad at you. I’m just punishing myself. Wasting my time with all of this crap. You know what? Sometimes it’s really hard work loving you.. But this should not be a burden at all.. Fuck. I love you.. so much.. I really do.. And no matter what you do, I will always be yours. Please be sensitive. I don’t want the day to come that I would be too fed up about this.